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[whateveraspidercan]

Hey, this is Peter Parker. Uh... leave me a message? Or text me... text me would probably be better.

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[whateveraspidercan]

It is

I know we talked about it before and I think it used to bother me a little

But not anymore

[wolf_blood]

what do you think changed?

I get it if you don't have an answer, I just

I guess I worry you might say that or have convinced yourself of that just cause I've sucked thus far at changing in that area and... I mean I have but I haven't necessarily given up yet and we could always do a joint therapy thing to bring that up

[whateveraspidercan]

I think just fully accepting that like

You do so many things for/with me that you don’t do with anyone else

That it just became less of a thing I cared about

[wolf_blood]

I don't even think I could count the things that only you are ever going to know about me or only you are ever going to see or experience me doing

and it's not even scary anymore, it just feels completely comfortable

[whateveraspidercan]

I'm glad

I didn't mind when it felt scary for you but I'm glad it's comfortable for you

[wolf_blood]

I like the way you said that

[whateveraspidercan]

What about how I said it did you like?

[wolf_blood]

the "I didn't mind" bit, most of all. But also just that - it's still just a normal conversation

[whateveraspidercan]

Lol

You liked the part where I didn't mind it was uncomfortable for you to be like that?

[wolf_blood]

Yup. I can't explain why but it's comforting.

[whateveraspidercan]

I think I know why but I also can’t explain it in words

[wolf_blood]

I don't care about the words as long as you get it

[whateveraspidercan]

I'm glad but I like trying to find the words for stuff like that

[wolf_blood]

we can keep trying to find them, then

[whateveraspidercan]

Okay I think maybe it's because it means that like

It was something that was uncomfortable for you but I liked it and I could accept "sucks for but good for me" type thing

Which means I was prioritizing my needs/likes which I'm not great at doing but you made it so good I was able to do that

Or at least I think that's part of it

[wolf_blood]

that is definitely a very big part of it, I think you're completely correct

I think part of it is also that you knew it was uncomfortable for me but you weren't worried about that or worried I'd just stop or quit or anything like that.

[whateveraspidercan]

I figured that if it bothered you enough to stop you'd say something or just

You know

Stop

[wolf_blood]

Thanks for trusting me about that

[whateveraspidercan]

Of course

If there's anything I trust you on it's that you won't do something you don't want to do

[wolf_blood]

That's an over simplification though. cause like, one, I would do something I don't want to do for you so it's actually you trusting me not to do too much of something I don't want to do

[whateveraspidercan]

Yes that's a better way to put it. And that makes me feel really good

[wolf_blood]

it makes me really happy too

[whateveraspidercan]

We are so crazy good for each other

[wolf_blood]

SO crazy good! it's ridiculous

[whateveraspidercan]

It's like we were made for each other!